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I'm fucking fine.
Just dandy my dear.
Though my wrist are torn,
my lips sewed shut,
my heart crumbled on the floor
as I curl up in a tiny corner.

I'm still fine.
I am taking my medicine.
I'm doing what you want.
I am crying myself to sleep at night.

I'm just fine.
I have a smile on my face.
I have my sleeves pulled down.
I am standing here, aren't I?

I'm fine.
Why don't you believe me?
Everything is okay.

How are you today?

Oh, me? I'm just fine.

but I'm lying again.
So I'm kinda in a blah mood so I wrote this >_< all well sorry for the cussing. I hope you guys enjoy <3 Comments are loved OwO
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Cheeebs Featured By Owner May 12, 2013
I can totally relate to me and me lying was the reason i began to hate the phrase "are you okay?" Just the thought of it made tears well up in my eyes but i would merely say "im fine."
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falsewarrior Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Wow 0-0
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xlolipopxloverx Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012
Hmm?
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falsewarrior Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
just wow...
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mango-cupcake Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I can relate to this perfectly..
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thelisaraptor Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012  Student Writer
This is so true for so many people, you have just put it in to words.
Remember I'm always here if you need to talk. :heart:
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alittlebitoffaith Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012
I understand this completely :( but I wish someone would come hug me and say no ur not babe. That's wat I want more than anything in the world
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xlolipopxloverx Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012
not me. Hugs scare the hell out of me. after so many years my brain has connected hugs as a sign of they are leaving, not a good thing Dx
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alittlebitoffaith Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012
Aw yea for the longest time that's what I thought to my guy friend has faced allot and he doesn't like hugs cause it reminds him of goodbyes and he doesn't like a lot of positive emotions at least didn't use to now he's getting better happier I hope he stays that way I love him. He is the one that helped me become happier he fell back to hell just to push me out of hell.... I hope everything gets better for u too
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xlolipopxloverx Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012
Thank you very much. I have bad issues with (as the doctor says) 'abandonment'so hugs, serious talks, being ignored. It's all connected to someone leaving. >_< It kinda makes life suck -.-
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alittlebitoffaith Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012
Yeah. I understand the abondonment well if u ever need to talk or rant u can always note me or anything
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Abstergo-Assassin Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're not alone when feeling like this; I know it all too well.
:hug:
Beautiful writing though.
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xlolipopxloverx Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012
thank you very much :) :hug:
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LolipopLuversEmoKity Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012
Hey! You know I'm only a text away! So if you need me text me, I love you
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xlolipopxloverx Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012
i know boo :)
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:iconlolipopluversemokity:
Good :)
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QuiteLoner Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
whats wrong
when i lay about me being ok ,i call that my mask
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xlolipopxloverx Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012
Meh,just dumb stuff.
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QuiteLoner Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
even if it something dumb your sad or upset right,im here for you
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