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So a little vent drawing I did. Got the idea from this -->[link] I would suggest going to see it. It's pretty awesome x3 Anyway Yeah. Okay. Look below for main meaning of this picture :D vvv

Okay, so when I was about 11 I began 'cutting'. Nothing serious but still. I didn't tell anyone except one best friend. I thought I could keep it under control and I would only do it once. At 13 I began using a razor but still had no Idea what I was doing. When fourteen came around, I had lost control over everything. Especially my cutting. When I was 14 I was suspended from school for having a razor and then was forced into therapy. Now that I am 15, I want nothing more than to go back and tell my past self to just not do it. That is why I don't want my friends, or anyone, who haven't really started the addictive, deep, every-day cutting, to not do it. I wish they understood it WILL become uncontrollable. I don't want anyone to ever go through what I did and still am going through. It took me four years to realize how bad my cutting had gotten. It took another year to stop doing it every day. Even though five months have passed since I last cut, it is always on my mind and the need to do it is hard ignore. If you're thinking of harming yourself in anyway or are then PLEASE get help and stop. It is hard. I won't lie. and at times you wont thinking you can but I swear to you it is possible.
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gabrielIgnitus Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
ohhh... I thought you were like 20 because of your profile picture. Well, I guess that when someone shows maturity you end up with another image of the person. How old do you think I am just by looking at a hand iluminated?

Btw, you can see the dragon on the other side of the paper... Try using a more gentle technique, unles you're trying something particular...
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xlolipopxloverx Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2013
lol nope just 15 :) and ummmm like 18 or 19 maybe?

I know I have to use back to back pages because I'm out of pages and no money for books Dx thy hug life man....sure is hard. XD
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gabrielIgnitus Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
XD

THE HUG LIFE OF LOLIPOPLOVER

that's a nice tittle for a book!
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xlolipopxloverx Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2013
xD it woul be an interesting book I can tell you that!!
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gabrielIgnitus Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
yeah, no... I was remarking the ortographic mistake you made...
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